So u use to like Dragons ....

Hey Alisha,

Your mom is here, met her twice and mite meet her this Saturday too :) ...
She misses you alot ... all your khalas too and so does Abeeha. Your mom asked me to buy a book for Hoor (You know her ... rite?? Niamat's daughter) Well, your mom asked me to buy a book for Her and didn't tell me which one, so i ended up getting a book on animals. The minute your mom saw that she told me that u would have loved it. Coz just like ur rubbu khalla u too love animals. :) ...
God!! Do You know how many ppl love u???? I mean seriously!!! We live our entire life, trying to make ppl love us, accept us the way we are, work extremely hard to somehow touch their heart and you Missy ...... you ... in such a little time you had here .... touched them in your first meet. How did u manage to do that bacha??? I met you ... like probably three times?? And look at me ... i just can't stop writing u ... :) ...
So, back to u liking animals, the last time i met your mom, i was telling her abt this recent movie called "How to train your dragon" and your mom told me that you use to love movies and cartoons on dragons and dinosaurs. And that you would rather get a stuffed toy of them than any other toy. :) ... {Wish i knew this before}.
Your mom is working on tons of projects .... lets pray to God that everything works out in her favor.

Regards,
Rubbukhalla.

If tears could build a stairway,

And memories a lane,

I'd walk right up to Heaven

And bring you home again.

~ Author Unknown

Found this for your mama.

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A Child Of Mine

by Edgar Albert Guest, 1930

I will lend you, for a little time,
A child of mine, He said.
For you to love the while she lives,
And mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years,
Or twenty-two or three.
But will you, till I call her back,
Take care of her for Me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you,
And should her stay be brief.
You'll have her lovely memories,
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise she will stay,
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there,
I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over,
In search for teachers true.
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes,
I have selected you.
Now will you give her all your love,
Nor think the labour vain.
Nor hate me when I come
To take her home again?
I fancied that I heard them say,
'Dear Lord, Thy will be done!'
For all the joys Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter her with tenderness,
We'll love her while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for her,
Much sooner than we've planned.
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
And try to understand.

To BG: As parents we sometimes forget just who's child we are loving and taking care of.

Love you and pray for your family everyday.

Not Forgotten!!

TO MY DEAREST ALISHA!!

The only reason i am not willing to say you Goodbye!!!

*Do not stand at my grave and weep*

Do not stand at my grave and weep..
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star-shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry..
I am not there. I did not die.

by Mary Frye's

Had a talk with your mom yesterday, she is doing well, and so is your baby sister .. we were just discussing yesterday of how you loved tying up your hair in pony .... just because, this is how all the other princess do it too.

Love you!!

Peek-a-boo …. I see u …

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There are ppl in your life that u know will always have a PERFECT life!!!
They are PERFECT CHILD to their parents
They are Perfect sister, perfect student, perfect friend, perfect wife, and PERFECT MOTHER!!
You!! In your craziest mind can never think of them to FALL!!! You can NEVER imagine them being helpless and MOST of all …. You can never think of yourself not being able to help them in anyway!! For u are well aware that such ppl, One’s in a life time ask for anything …. N u always want to be ready!! U do want to be ready to give anything they ask for!!! ANYTHING!!!
BUT what if u can’t?
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What if that person sits infront of you n cries out, is confused and angry, is looking for answers ……. How do u live ur life like a normal person knowing that someone that u love soooo much is in constant pain!!! That someone is searching for that one face that she cannot see anymore, is searching for those arms that cannot hold her anymore …. Every morning she wakes up with a pray that she was having a bad dream ….
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Peek-a-boo …. I see u …
Peek-a-boo …. I search for u …..
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To my Alisha .........

-I met your mom last week and she really misses u alot bacha. She is scared to go back home and put your toys away. Tell me Alisha, how can i help?
Your mom has done alot for me, has taken care of me and now that it's my turn, i am unable to do or say anything to her.
She was telling us that you wanted to keep the halloween decoration on the day of your accident and your mom didn't let you. She was angry at herself for making you upset, im sure bacha you understand why she removed them .... rite??? She also kept a toy bag for you, she told me you were in love with it, she made alot of plans of giving it to you on the following weekend.
There is sooo much she wanted to say and sooo much plans she had for you .... oh!! Btw your baba misses u too .... alot!! He doesn't talk alot but he is tryng to be strong for your mama.
Abheeha even misses u ... she miss playing with you.
All your Aunts, your grand parents and everyone who even met you for few seconds, can't stop saying that you were an angel .......
We all are trying real hard in taking care of your mama .... she still has the plaster from the accident, but she is getting better.
Alisha beta .... you are closer to Allah, can you please ask Him to give strength to your parents to survive your loss? They need all the prayers they can get ...

Lastly, i took some pani puri for your mom last week and she loved it .... i will be visiting her again today. I will say Hi from your end.
Love u beta!!